Everything we know now is planned, manipulated, man-made. We’re blinded.
Think about it.
Mirror. What does it reflect?
I hate myself when I’m lazy.
Haaaaaate it !!!!!
I (and EVERYONE does) have the potential to be productive everyday but when laziness hits, everything just seems impossible. I am just so easily distracted. Hardly motivated. Always inspired. But easily distracted. Hardly motivated. Always inspired. Always inspired. Always feeling tired, but it’s just laziness!
Yoga has helped me a bit in getting rid of this bad habit. Now I just need to have an exciting goal every week and be proud.
More yoga, more art, less screens, and less (unhealthy) food.
We are not what we think we are.
We were not what we thought we were.
And there is a high possibility that we are not going to be what we think we’re going to be.
Yesterday, I loved bread.
Today, I hate bread.
But I still say I love bread, eventhough I hate it right now.
I don’t drink, and I don’t think I will ever do.
But there is still a possibility I will become an alcoholic.
I used to think that I would never write.
I changed that self-concept days ago.
Now here I am, writing.
I’ve changed so much and I’m changing everyday. Am I still going to be an Art teacher?
I need to take a long shit and a long shower
Life is a climb.
The stairs at building 4 to get to level 5 is a climb.
A tough climb.
Especially when one’s on her period.
Weekend with the two lost kids
I don’t want to judge, but I do it everytime, unconsciously. That happens especially when I think I’m not judging.
When I overthink about the purpose of my life, I always end up with me against everything, where initially it was supposed to be just about how to live my own life.
Sometimes, questions just don’t need answers.
There’s just no right and wrong anymore.
A lot of people will not see life the way you do. That’s totally fine. You don’t have to force yourself to see the way they do. Or force them to see what you see. Simply share your knowledge. Of course you’ll always be judged, and be a judge. Accept it.
Love what you are.
Love what you have.
Love what you do.
If you can’t or don’t know how to, it is worth a million tries. Coz no one can love you more than yourself. (Don’t mind the cheese hahaha)
and all that are temporary.
All out of desire or necessity.
Just to impress people and yourself.
You are out of control.
Coz you can and it’s your money you deserve it and you’re free to do whatever you want, it’s your life. YOLO.
Nah, you’re still out of control.
Have you ever imagined what it’s like to decide to not get what you can get easily in this materialistic world?
It seems that everyone’s after happiness.
I’m very clear of what I want at the moment coz I’ve got a list up on my door. Then I realized that that’s just too planned…
But hey, it’s just a form of motivation and I’m not rushing it. So it’s good I guess?
But when I finally have everything that I want now, will I be happy? Is satisfaction happiness? Because I know that I will never be satisfied with everything. It’s human nature.
So, does happiness come last?
…look. It’s here right now.
It’s your responsibility to choose to see it.
Be present and feel that presence.
Spent my first semester watching Games of Thrones, then mid sem break watching Orange is the New Black. So here’s a painting / drawing of Daenerys in watercolour, gouache, drawing pen and white gel pen
They say, “don’t change”
And, “stay the same”
Change can be good too you know.
I don’t mean changing completely into someone or something else. Just try to open your eyes wider. Smell, feel and listen closely to the things around you differently, like you never did before. Be aware and don’t be afraid to try out new things. You’ll discover a lot of things that are beyond your expectations.
I just learnt that the world is full of both cruel shit and beautiful things. How we are nurtured blindly to follow the rules of this ‘ideal’ society. Then there’s differences in each individual, which are these beautiful bits of life that we never fail to judge everytime, everyday. We just love to feel powerful and right. But what is right when there’s also left? In the end we’ll realize that we’re just puppets of our own.
Anyway back to ‘change’. Life is boring if everything stays the same (IMO). Good or bad, boring is just….no fun. Although, I might have to say that we need to also be considerate of our circle and environment, SOMETIMES. Most times, screw it. Do what you think is good for you, be it big or small. Make use of your limits (ie. moneyz, spiritual beliefs, etc). Mix it up. And if things don’t work out, you will always have other options to consider. Yo, it’s your life. That’s another beauty of life; you get to build your own !
I mean, you’ll never know if you’re gonna die tomorrow so better start now. Ha